if i had volcano boots

remember when everything was in black and white?
yeah.. i don't, either.


i've been thinking about james nachtwey, lately.
[his energy.. and his clothes]

i go through phases of dress
last winter it was tight pants and ridiculously large and embarrassing sweaters.
basketmaker.basketmaker.basketmaker.bunniessaycharge.1988koreanolympics

in the summer i was hunting for the perfection dress. weddings aand the beach.
thank you blue linen baby doll.

lately i've been wearing plain pants.. my disintegrating knock off keds and whatever.
conclusion: i need a uniform.
white dress shirt. black pants. bwpumas short white hair? yes? YES. RAYA?! O.o



because looking the same everyday is so satisfying.
because if that stays still something else will move
because the universe will know i'm trying
because internships are on the brain
because need less use less is beautiful

because
i'm sick of looking 12.
[that's not true]
dying my hair black wasn't enough
[back to shortshort?]
pigtails must die
[shit, but it feels soo right]
contacts for glasses
[i'm scared]
grow some heels
[then i'll get respect]
you think too much
[and you care, why?]



james nachtwey
his shirts are so white..
and his pants are slightly creased.
plain black backpack. shoes tied tight.
les sigh...
les lovely.